What If

At times I can be afraid to try and just go for it but sometimes I'm afraid of the outcomes

I walk in a path of darkness, 

trying to find a way out, 

but can't see much.

I can't scream, 

because nothing comes out.

I can't sleep, 

because of the voices that come out.

My eyes are always opened 

Watching out for anything 

or even anyone..

Trying to care for myself, 

but also, 

trying to escape from this place

and just be happy.

I hear cries from a distance

but I'm afraid to move a muscle.

What if.. it was a trap? 

What if.. my nightmares are deeper into the dark.

What if..

What if.. its my way out? 

I wouldn't know

because I'm too afraid to try