Fighting For

caught in the middle of a war

don't know what I'm fighting for

what's at stake in this strife?

in the balance hangs my life

once again I'm back to the blade

and doing things that you forbade

but you don't understand the pain inside

how i must run, how i must hide

will i get out, will i get through?

there's no telling when I'm at war with you

you stupid girl, you wicked w***e

you've taken all you needed and more

you fill your stomach with wine and food

sucking the life from everything good

remember your days, 

forsake your ways

One is calling you

with honey and dew

be rescued again, be restored, be free

rejoice and praise on bended knee

yet in darkness i crawl

ignoring the call

hardening my heart

and tearing myself apart

from the one true Love

that so many speak of

faithless I am, faithless I'll be

let every woman take a lesson from me

if you find a Lover who fills your soul

take note--he is the one who makes you whole

caught in the middle of a terrible war

it's love and life I'm fighting for

Author's Note

not much of anything, but i would love your thoughts on this. i would also love other title suggestions.

Reviews

[luviva]

wow, loved the theme and flow.!! its a great expression of confusion, if you know what i mean. basically this is great for teanagers!!
loved it!!