Starless night

how holding in all positive and neg. feeling any emotions can and will be come self destrutive dangerous for them

~Starless Night~

 

Now as I stand here in the dark

Beneath this dark black

Night sky

For there’s not even one single

Star out for light

As I stand here alone with so many emotions

Flowing through me

Just as the blood constantly flows

Through my veins

Now, as there is nowhere to turn, for no where is there  to run

Nor is there nowhere I can hide from these feelings

And emotions here I have flowing through me

As I stand beneath this starless

Night sky

For I Scream out, “Help”. Help from anyone

To only hear no one in response

As I listened  I could only hear

Nothing more than my echo

As it now slowly to faded

In to the dark that

Surrounded me

Just as this day had once too faded and turning into

What is now this dark starless night sky

Still I find I’m standing here alone for

As I now grow cold, scared and

Feel as there’s no hope

For me here

As these feelings and emotions within me have

Now began to take control over me

As I’m finding myself loosing control to

Now only loose all hope and

Give up on this

Life here

As I threw my pale cold white hands up towards this dark

Starless sky

As I fall to my weak and feeble knees upon this

Cold damp ground

I began to cry out to the lonely dark night

“I surrender to thee for please I beg

Come and take me as here

And now I feel as

I no longer

Want to

Live”

For here upon this cold damp ground

My pale skinned feeble body is

Here knelt before thee

As a new tingling feeling came upon me

Yet still my body too weak to stand

Strangely I was not a big afraid

For I felt of comfort

And ease

Now as I try, for strength I could not find

Through my body would not move only

Keeping me knelt upon this cold

Damp ground

Suddenly now I began to feel this warm comfort come over me

As if someone had placed a blanket

Up top of me

Though the silence is surrounding me

I begin to hear what seemed to

Be this soft deep voice

As I knew I was alone

I wondered for Who?

For who could this voice be from

As the strangers voice neared

Still I was not afraid

As I hear the strangers

Voice begin speaking

Saying to me:

“My child here before me  lift yourself and stand before me

For I am here to help guide you through this

Dark night

For I should be no stranger to you

As you called out to me

For this is the, Lord,

Here before you

For here and now take my hand and I’ll

Give you light as now I’m going to  

Guide you through

The night”

Slowly and very nervously I now open my eyes

As before my, it all seems to very true

For now here in the starless sky

I can see one small,

Bright, twinking

Star to give

Me light

Still so many emotions flew through me for at this moment

It seemed I’d thought I had went crazy

As not long ago I was ready to go

But here and now I seem to realize

And seek what’s here in store

For me in  a life

With the Lord

Here right by

My side.

Author's Note

just through some thing together on this one let me know what ya'll think aobut it.. thanks