Why me?

Why me?
Why do I have scars?
Why me?
Why was I bullied?
Why me?
Why can I never leave my room?
Why me?
Why can't I hide my tears anymore?
Why me?
Why am I autistic?
Why me?
Why can't I eat?
Why me?
Why can't I believe in God?
Why me?
Why do i still wake up?
Why me?
Why do my parents no longer love me?
Why me?
Why do I hate myself so much?
Why me?
Why do I deserve this?