im sorry

im sorry i failed that test.

im sorry i told that secret.

im sorry i held that grudge.

im sorry i told the teacher on you.

im sorry i changed.

but i am a child.

i am mature,

but i am still a child.

and i am weak.

and i am undeserving of my friends.

and i am ashamed.

so ashamed.

ashamed of eating.

ashamed of hurting myself.

ashamed of still being here,

yet ashamed of wanting to leave.

i have a million scars.

i have a million thoughts.

i have a million worries.

i have a million words i want to say.

but i cant.

im sorry.