Fear

It's always coursing through me, a part of me, like blood
The terror I feel is strong and I succumb to it's powerful hold 
All at once I'm a kid again and everything is scrary
Light is dead and darkness surrounds me
Everything I thought I knew is fake 
Lies become truth and pain becomes pleasure 
Love becomes hate and friends become enemies
Frozen in fear I can do nothing but wait
Hoping for a friend but knowing im all alone 
I cry out but I make no sound 
Screaming I try to find familiarity 
Crying u find that there is none
I'm disappearing and there is nothing to keep me in reality