Shattered

Shattered
I will never forget that day,
the sun so bright and blinding,
the air so fresh and crisp,
the birds song calling to the world,
of the joy that we all should live.

We were so close,
so close I could barely breathe,
you were going through some trouble,
hard times you couldn't even tell me,
I asked if you were okay,
that I can always lend an ear,
but you always said no and I think it's because of fear.

That controlling woman who would like to be your wife,
so much older that she couldn't quite see,
the beauty that you give life,
the amazing things you still can be,
the chains she put on you in strife,
 wanting you to never be free.

I'm still here for you I swear it,
you may not even know but I love you quite a bit,
you're still so young its hard for me to bear,
with all of you slowly dying your true nature she will tear,
it hurts like no other to know you still love her,
though the abuse and depression she does offer,
you take it for love though I don't know why,
every time someone says that I love you more than a friend I lie.

This past two weeks has seemed more like years,
I haven't seen you which makes me give way to my fears,
that all her evil has killed you so much inside,
that you in deaths house shall abide,
please come back to me so I know your good and well,
back in the light where I know alive you dwell,
when you say your sad and down,
your face all frown,
I'll tell you its okay,
that it will be better someday.

I love you with all my heart,
it breaks me inside,
to know that affection that sprung from the start,
though knowlege of that abusive woman is the reason that I died,
leaving my heart bruised and battered,
my heart is shattered.