Dominate Me

Somewhere in my darkest mind

butterflies subside

and all I feel is emptiness

when what use to be was endless bliss

 

I'm immune to happiness

that pull and jerks

and screams lonliness

 

Beats and blood fill my heart

that travels quick and returns slowly

dominating my feverish mind

that ruminates and never denies

 

I feel heat where it should be cold

when wind blows, why do I feel alone?

this is familiar and here is my sanity

what's left for you is all of me

 

What have I done to fill this hole?

with dirt and dust that will grow old

I cannot climb, I feel so weak

and inside my skin grows too deep

 

It's like the weather

it's never real

what use to be we could never feel

and here we are

and yet you breathe

welcome to what makes me weak

 

Dominate my terrible mind

Hope to you was never mine

I'll long for you

but I will forget

because me and you cease to regret