Lost

Close my palm around the moon

Squint my eyes to the sun

Shudder in the rain

Just trying to stay sane

 

Shaking hands in my pockets

A beating heart too fast

The blood is quickly rushing

Can’t escape the past

 

There she stands by the tree

Though intangible it seems

A wink that makes you jump

I can’t figure out what it means

 

Sand fills my dreams

Lacking of fresh trees

Unable to move my own feet

Just let me be

 

It’s like a constant pause

But in my own mind

Waiting for the day

To feel what I can’t find

 

Her eyes are always there

As if I can’t remember

But the thoughts are stuck in pairs

Caught in a cold December

Author's Note

somewhat of a work in progress...