Soundtrack For Leaving A Liar

About making an album-full of mistakes and not even trying to fix them.

I am cursed to think of you
Every time this damn song comes on.
You're leaving, leaving soon,
But to me you're already long gone.

I would rip my ears out
Just to hear you say my name.
I swore I'd leave this place
Because without you it's not the same.

I built a wall of lies and dreams
But it couldn't block out raw reality.
Everyone sees but nobody says
If this were a court we'd both be found guilty.

I got you into this ugly mess
But I'm truly sorry to say I can't get you out.
You've become someone you're not
And I've forgotten what the fight's all about.

I should have spit my words
Instead of swallowing them sharp and whole.
I want to believe it's not too late
But I'm afraid I let this pity party out of my control.

We're a one-hit wonder thankfully
As all these thoughts are set to awkward beats.
Twisted melodies scream a symphony
But my sorry is whispered to empty seats.

Like a broken record in my head
The jagged notes march defiantly out of line.
My tortured ears ring with feedback
But this familiar tune is the sickest pleasure of mine.

I am cursed to think of you
Every time this damn song comes on.
You're leaving, leaving soon,
But to me you're already long gone.