Happiness Is Not You

when all of those dreams are burnt in my hell

And  every tear  tries to dim all of that.

My soul smiled while its breaking, but all what i thought about is you.

when you are there in heaven smiling .

 

As i know that i was lost in the sensation of lust and trust 

I tried to forget all of that and continue my journey 

Each day when the sun raise, my eyes tear a little,

and ever y night when the moon beams i cry a lot.

 

One day i thought about the happy part in my life

But nothing was there in my mind, just an image of two,

one of them was her and the other one was you.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and weep .

 

Crying for solitude i was and asking for mercy 

Calling for love and tearing for happiness ,

As days pass by and sand will embrace my cold body

I will know that one day, that happiness was just in me .

Happiness was never you..... Its just ME 

Author's Note

just a thought.. hope you like (1;06 pM)

Reviews

[Lenah Mehzabin]

and ever y night when the moon beams i cry a lot.
Happiness was never you..... Its just ME..
my fav. Lines here
U just made my heart shake in the whole write..
loved it !

[Briana O'Connor]

We often seek happiness in others, when truly it lies within us if only we reach out and take it. Very well expressed. Thank you for sharing.

[Tai Ryens]

The stunning realization your speaker feels upon learning that she does not need another person to truly be complete, as her mentality must've suggested before, as media often portrays, is quite a wondrous experience and I like the walk you allow the reader to take before feeling that realization along with your speaker. Well done.

[Einstein Noodle]

that first line is an absolute killer ... i could hardly read on .. such a strong impact
E.

[Eve Ola]

One day i thought about the happy part in my life
But nothing was there in my mind, just an image of two,...

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and weep ....

i have no words as you picked exactly what i am feeling. best lines.

[Leslie Philibert]

Another good one..well done

[Baby Ricochet]

The trails of infidelity are harsh.

[R Smith]

a sad tale it seems of love lost to another, you came through though and found the happiness within, lovely writing Suhad :)

[Lyn Anderson]

Yes, happiness comes from inside, not from outside.