You Are My savorA Story by stars are far I dont think such guyz exist !!!!!!! As life goes on and sky cries ...I will still be waiting for
that angel that left me one day at the midnight , and here I am now, standing
for my window looking at the rain drops and wishing he pass though as the old
times.. His red flowers withered but not in my memory .I hold his old letters
that smells like cherry perfume and written by his hand,my tears fall , Because
I miss him maybe …I look toward my door but I hear nothing.. I close my eyes
and the story comes …Yes as always it come. I remember it as it
was today ,as it happened to me in today ,and yes it was so great… We were like
a moon in the darkness .I had an idea that all me were cheaters, lairs, deceivers
, I never talked to anyone after I broke up with the one I used to be with . Cole,
he was 21 years old, a tall body built man, he was my classmate but I never recognized him, he
used to sit always behind me, so I never saw him, he was majoring as a doctor
in another university, but he also took the English major as a second major in
this university . He was so calm, he never talks to anyone, or sits with
anyone, no one knows the reason. Once ,we had a
presentation ,it was to talk about any social thing we want to or any feeling a
human can pass through . I was the first one to present mine ,I stood there in
the middle of the class and started talking about “men” and my main concept was
that they are lairs and such stuff… We had 6 males in our class ,they all stood
against me except him… he was just staring … That conflict ended because our
presentation was about a personal view … After class ended, he asked to copy my notes, I gave him my
copybook, and was packing to move, then he called me and said :hey, Suhad,
please just wait for me 10 minutes not more. I said :Oh ,I thought you want to
take it home . He answered in a low voice (Because the professor was still
sitting there) : No, I can’t ,I don’t come daily . I said: alright, I will wait
… While he was coping I was playing with my phone, he asked sweetly : why are
you so firm about your negative view toward men . I looked at him in a sarcastic
way and said : it’s my own opinion . I don’t think I’m to be blamed . He said:
I’m not blaming you ,but open your mind… Professor interrupted , asking Cole :
we didn’t have the chance to listen to your presentation, what was it about ?
he said confused: love… A girl I loved…love … his face blushed and he was so
confused …then professor continued: Next session you will read it ,be prepared …
He blushed more and said in a stuttering way: O..O..Ok ..I…I’m ok … (professor left
) …then he handed me my copy book and left … I was waiting down for my friend to arrive so that we can go
home together, I was sitting in that bench under that purple tree, He sat in front
of me and started staring at me with him glittery green eyes , a girl approached
to him ,and looked at him and said: are you single ? … he was in a different
world ,she repeated her question and said : Hey , Are you single ? and poked
him.. he looked at her and said: No… Then he left the bench and asked to sit
beside me . I said : Ok but I’m leaving … My fiend came.. We decided to have a
walk before going back home, he was following us ..then we stopped to buy some
stuff, while we were in the store he approached to me and said: Would you like
me to buy you anything ? .I said in a confident way: NO thanks, I don’t need
anything… And I left… he kept following me … then I rid the bus to go home, I need
70 minutes from university to home, his house was beside the university , he
rid the bus , and followed me… when I reached home, he looked at me and said:
now ,you are safe I can go back home … I was so confused .. Weeks passed by, and
every Friday and Saturday he do the same . One day , During the session he was
staring at me , professor noticed him, but I didn’t ,I was told that later, so
yeah , when professor asked him to read us a one line that express his love to
a lady, He was so confused and said :” If hill was your home, I will burn
forever, If fire was my destiny I won’t hold you in my heart for you not to
suffer “… The professor was stunned by his line ,and all of us were.
After class ended , he passed me a paper written on it the same line… He looked
at me in the eyes and said: I know you’ve been hurt ,but I’m dying for your
heart… I said nothing but moved away… he followed me and said again in a low
voice : “I never loved anyone, but you to be mine “ … I didn’t reply.. He
continued :” give me a chance, I won’t promise you be a perfect boyfriend, but I
promise that I will try.” I said nothing …then he said begging : please ,look
at me , I love you really I do … I turned my face to him and said shouting :
Stop lying to me, you don’t feel hairy creatures, you just live on our bones,
feeding on our own blood, stop lying and leave me … Then he looked at me while
his green eyes are tearing : I’m not lying, and days will prove that to you… I moved
away and he followed me to my home… Next day , He
entered the class his eyes were so red as if he was crying … everyone noticed
that … during class he passed me a paper written on it :” I can’t hold my sadness
in front of you, and my happiness is only created for you … “ I looked at him
and said ok … then during the break .. My friend looked at me and said: Really
, why are you torchering him??? 6 months ,isn’t that enough for you to be sure
that he loves you “ I said with a broken heart ; they are all lairs , and I can’t
believe this lie … After class ended , He was waiting for me beside the exit
door, he looked at me and said with an honest and broken voice : “Yes, I’ve
cried all night long…what you said was more destructive than anything I would
face, if you won’t love me today, tomorrow, or years from now, be sure that I won’t
be for anyone other than you, I love you” … My heard beat , it beat , I said in
a confused way but trying to keep my ego : What to do want from me ? … he said
: I will pay my life ,to have your number now… I have to talk to you … I said
ok and gave it to him… Then he said : I wrote for you this please read it … and
feel it … I took it and went alone… I reached home, it
was so rainy …. I was reading that letter ,that made my heart bend , and give
him my trust … Next day, we didn’t go to university because it was stormy and
rainy … My phone rang at 4 pm .. It was Cole, I answered he said: hello
beautiful ,how are you ? .. I said : Im ok thank you ,and what about you ? ..He
said ;fine… can I ask you something … I said : Sure… he said :Open your
window.. I said : why .He said just do it… I went toward my window ,and opened
it ..I saw him .. He was like the knight after a big war… He come in front of
me and handed me a letter and a red flower and said I love you … Then he went
away… My heart fell down, I become breathless… 2 weeks passed ,
When I went to university , he was there, sitting on the same bench under that
purple tree, I felt that was flying when I saw him, He asked me to sit beside
him, so I did… He said after 5 minutes of silence , I love you ..and he gave me
a flower, a red one… I said in a low ,shy, confused voice: I love you too … He
was amazed .. He looked at me in a surprised way and said : YOU LOVE ME ??? … I
said : yes I do… He excused me for 5 minuet and went ,then he came back , and
asked me to stand … I said ok.. so I did. He begged under my foot and gave me a
flower …another one … My face blushed… So from that day we became a couple … Summer vacation is now on, so I won’t be seeing him for 3
months … But he was too weak to hold for this . One week passed from this vacation
when our neighbor decided to rent their house , so he payed the rent and lived
inside it …he became my cute neighbor , so I see him daily … weekly he pass me
a love letter with a red flower, all of his letters ended with “ I can’t wait
to be your husband “ … We were so perfect with each other… But one day , one day
… That red day ,my doom day …I was going to sea with my family , so he followed
me , and sat beside me , we were swimming , until I was drowning , I was
screaming and asking for help … He looked at me and quickly took his shirt off
and came in to save me …but after I was saved ,I was hugging him so tight , I was
kissing his forehead and he was calling me his wife… An eddy came that took him
from my hands and swallowed him and left me there alone crying ,shouting …the
heavens heard my cries… Years passed by ,and
my frown didn’t leave me …it is a part of me now… His house. His rented house.
I took all of his cloth ..his worn cloth ..his smell. His sweat …his everything
is blessed to me …I love him. And now …He I am... Looking from my window and my
tears fall while I’m staring at his picture …feeling his letters … And now my
husband left ..What am I still doing now ?? … I must leave …But my doctor …I need a prescription
… for your absence … I love you forever .. And my will… Is only one sentence I want
to b buried beside your body ,and live with you even in hills… I love you . You sold your life to buy mine,why !!! I accepted the difference, I believed a hairy creature and
gave him my soul, but here I am I visit your home under that purple tree that I
planted above your grave ,for you not to feel the hot sun ,and on the rainy
days , I sit their drying your grave and warming it , Even I after death I will
love you more … © 2013 stars are farAuthor's Note
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