If I...

i was thinking about a boy. a boy i probably shouldn't be thinking about. -enjoy-

 

If I told you I hated you

Would you understand?

If I told you to die

Would you hold my hand?

 

If I said I needed you

Would you look away?

If I said I wanted you

What would you say?

 

Would you say that I was dumb?

Or stupid?

Or lame?

Would your heart go numb

And say I was to blame?

 

If I pushed you away

Would you stand strong?

If I stopped talking to you

Would you think I was wrong?

 

If I stopped coming

Would you wonder why?

If I disappeared

Would you cry?

 

If I loved him

Would you be mad?

Or hurt?

Or jealous?

Or sad?

 

If I believed your words

Would you say them more?

If I asked you for your time

Would your heart soar?

 

If I was hurting

Would you help me through?

If I was mad

Would you have a clue?

 

Or would you wonder why?

Or who?

Or how?

Or curse the sky?

 

If I went away

What would you say?