Cant take it anymore

Cant take it anymore....

 

I stood all the waves that came by,

Feeling taunted and deprived,

Asked for strength and persistence,

But the fate was against what I decide.

I fought the battle to survival,

But it did not seem  enough for the day.

I saw the walls falling around me,

Disheartened and in dismay.

As the strength drained out of me,

As my face turned slowly sore.

My heart cried from inside,

I cant take it anymore.

 

Is my mind playing games with me,

Or my body denies the bait.

To fight for my self-respect,

Till eternity I have to wait.

Should I cry out loud, on top of my lungs,

Or hibernate to boredom of the life.

Or should up I stand up against all odds,

It too much for me to decide.

As I fondle with my emotions,

Hurting me more than even before,

My heart cried from the inside,

I cant take it anymore.

 

Too many failures have heaved upon me,

When the world around me blossoms,

Why is it me that is tainted with guilt,

The reasons are beyond I can fathom.

The black-hole is too scary,

That I am sucked into slowly.

The will is too tired to stand up,

To make a last shot for some bereaved glory.

As my actions have given away hope,

My words are the last to assure.

My heart cried from inside.

Oh! I just cant take it anymore.

Can it be the last time I have to bear this,

For I cant take it anymore.