BrandonA Story by L.A.I used to think that only Mexicans were good at soccer. But then I met Brandon.
He could kick a ball from anywhere
to anyplace within a matter of seconds. When he shot for the goal, the goalies
would be pulled aside by an unknown magnetic force and the ball would always
find its way in, no matter what. All the Hispanic kids on our block worshipped
the very ground he walked on, as if the blades of grass turned into gold from
the mere friction of his cleats. There was an unspoken agreement between
everyone in our gym class that whenever we played soccer, he would be captain.
And, of course, we all wanted to be on his team. Because he was the best. I wasn’t too bad at the sport
myself--in fact, if there were such a thing as second best, I would be it.
Brandon and I discovered this the very afternoon we met. It had been a boring day--the sun was
shining and the sky was clear, but I couldn’t go outside. I sat in my usual
spot upstairs in the attic, in a corner-crook where the rays of sunshine
filtered in and sparkled on the dust that collected. Around me laid objects
that held little interest to my ten-year-old mind. I had never been the type to
play with dolls or dress-up--the outdoors or a good book was my sanctuary. I sat on my stomach and rested my
chin in my hands, sighing at the sight of such a beautiful day. I basked in the
sun and felt it soak through my baggy t-shirt and cut-off shorts. Unfortunately, the brightness didn’t
reflect my mood. Mom had gone to run errands and specifically told me to stay
inside, her only reason for doing so being “Because I told you so.” I had grown
to hate those very words with a passion--answers were something I’d always
needed. If I couldn’t know
everything, then who could? A strange sight soon greeted my
bored eyes--a boy. Of course, there were boys on my
block, but this one was different. He was white. I had nothing against the
foreign kids in my neighborhood, but to see another Caucasian was very rare,
and I decided to take a liking to him right away. My fondness grew even more
when I spotted a tattered old soccer ball resting in his hands. I sat up and pressed my palms
against the window, staring in awe--and a bit of envy--as this new boy began to
bounce the ball from one of his knees to the other. I had tried to perform this
trick but always failed. Maybe
he can teach me, I thought, continuing to gaze out at him. And just like that, my mother’s
instructions had quickly slipped my mind. Within a matter of minutes, I had
slipped on my shoes and was out the door. “Who’re you?” was the first thing I
said upon greeting him. “I’m Brandon.” He kicked the ball up
once more, enveloped in pure concentration. “I’m Roni,” I said, and he didn’t
pay me much mind, continuing to do more tricks. “Are you good at soccer?” That was when he stopped, and turned
to look at me for the first time. His brown eyes sparkled and he said, “Sorta.” The next thing I knew, we were at
the field in Hopkins Park and deeply immersed in an intense game of soccer. I soon
learned that Brandon was more than sorta
good at soccer--he was excellent. I found myself struggling to keep up with
his skills as the afternoon wore on. The sun set and we decided to call
it a tie until we could continue the next day. But the game never really ended.
Throughout the whole summer, we played match after match until late-August came
around and it was time for school to begin. Even then we never announced a winner;
instead choosing to determine this when it would be May again.
The years wore on and we both
changed. Brandon soon became popular and began to go through girlfriends like I
went through pairs of shoes. The girls in our classes whispered about him with
admiration and he never hesitated before jumping into relationships. I always stayed his best friend, of
course. Nothing ever really changed between us, but something did change in me.
I knew all those other girls would never be able to see how his copper eyes
always sparkled or the grace in which he could handle a soccer ball. They
didn’t know what he looked like when he was covered in dirt and had flecks of
grass in his mop of brown hair. They hadn’t been there, playing game after game
with him and sweltering in the blistering July heat. I knew I was the only girl who could
ever understand Brandon, but both he and I also knew that a relationship was
not an option. There was an unspoken understanding that we were only meant to
be friends, and nothing more. Besides, he hadn’t ever liked me in that sort of
way.
Senior Year ended and we parted our
separate ways to college. He went off to a university on the East Coast while I
stayed home and attended NIU. We kept in touch regularly, Skyping and sending
the occasional letter or two. I was sitting in my attic crook one day when he
showed up at my doorstep. “I’m getting married, Roni,” he told
me. His eyes shone like always, but there was a hint of sadness to them that
even I couldn’t decipher. I swallowed and forced a smile.
“Congratulations.” He sent me pictures of his wife and
kids, and wrote all about them. There was so much love and care put into his
letters that I felt as if I actually lived in the house with him and his family.
His little boy, James, hadn’t fallen far from the tree and was turning out to
be quite the soccer star. As I stared at the photo of his three-year-old self,
I detected something that no camera lens could ever capture--a glimmer in his
hazel eyes.
I received a letter a few months
later that was different from all the others. It had Brandon’s address and a
stamp from Massachusetts, but the handwriting wasn’t his. It was more girly and
at once, I knew it had to have been his wife’s.
Brandon was dead. The circumstances weren’t mentioned,
but both he and I knew what had happened. A bullet to the temple would’ve been
the quickest route. Along with his wife’s letter was a
note from him that she thought she should give to me. She said it would
probably be best that I read it before anyone else.
I laid in the field at Hopkins Park,
bathing in the sun and staring at Brandon’s letters lying next to me. I
reflected over all the summers we had spent on this very grass, and after what
seemed like forever, had the courage to open his last note.
I
love you. © 2013 L.A.Author's Note
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