2 AMA Poem by L.A.I used to love those hands--the gentle slope of them, the impossibly slender fingers, quiet veins threatening an ivory surface. The hands your parents prayed for until they were hunched over a clinic CRT monitor, tired eyes squinting, future resting on this blurry image of their one-in-a-million child: this love, this miracle. The hands that moved to nervous pubescent advances one night at some summer camp-- hands I couldn’t reach for when I first met you because the room was already shaking enough; hands that had gripped pens and wheels and combs and cameras and a diploma, once, a dream; hands that coaxed me to dance, hands that remembered my hands. And how I could have loved those hands in the most frigid winters, skin cracked and raw and crying precious blood, even if the stone cold had snaked from my mittenless fingers and solidified my blinded heart. How I could have cared for them in age, in puckered jaundice and increasing speckle, crossing the Trinity over you until the coroner crossed those digits over your placid, casketed body: Body born from wondrous blessing-- your father’s hopes, your mother’s devotion. From the answer to their daily orisons came that creamy skin, that delicate span, that conductive graze. I used to love those hands. © 2016 L.A.Author's Note
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Added on October 4, 2016 Last Updated on October 4, 2016 Tags: 2 AM, laura wolfskill, poem, heartbreak, love, hands AuthorL.A.ILAboutHopefully a better person than I used to be. I don't write nearly as often as I should, but I'll try to post when I can. UPDATE: A lot of this writing is now outdated. Proceed at your own risk.. more..Writing
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