DarknessA Poem by StormeLight
Years ago
I was at another moment When I was questioning Whether or not to take my life I worked at a call center I called all the hotlines No one ever able to answer Should I live or die I sat in the grass on my work break Trying not to smoke a cigarette Crying as I looked into the trees The sun shining through A song on my playlist I had on repeat Longing to know how to find Jesus As every church I joined Led me further away So many questions So many answers Nothing could quell The longing in my soul It took a long time for me to change I always remember this day As the moment I considered That maybe my own plans Were limited and flawed Trying to have direction Ending up lost again I took me so long To stop running, running, running Running away, again and again Again and again Again and again This is the story of a soul Who constantly gives up on God But a God who never gives up on her Jesus saved my life again Even after I ran away again I can't comprehend this kind of love Only that it's taught me not to give up © 2021 StormeLight |
StatsAuthorStormeLightOrem, UTAboutJust a writer, artist, and singer-songwriter, trying to stay alive and inspired in this crazy world! more..Writing
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