"The
thought of the future we will never have was pollinating foul fuzzy
particles in the air, slowly following the wake of all those tasseled
dreams I had held onto for all those years but had to let go."
The
most intimate revelations can often expose plagiaristic suppressions
that we've most likely tried to already forget. Suggesting to anyone on
the outside looking in, that there is a rancid cowardice secreting from
the pores of all those who would deny the most basic of fundamental
decencies to their fellow man.
All the while, boasting a loud
tolerance that would be found on the very last Autumn-the very last
colorful arrangements of watering oranges and smothered reds our world
was ever going to be privileged to witness again.
The thundering
drumming of my own beating heart gave my freshly dead and bland reaction
a neon personality, with a few extra fingering, lingering, successful
gestures that reflected a sparkly prism of tracers.
Tracers that
were birthed from the most brilliant of lasers, as I was radiating
something that was blindingly gorgeous, something that was heightened
with more sensitivity as it shadowed over the complexity of every kiss
that I had ever been given in my life..
Spinning a silk and gold web around me that was almost as intricate as an alarm sounding earth quake.
This
flaccidly tight response came at a price, leaving nothing but whispers
and the wrong kind of impressions at the sight of it's unwanted face..
The
time of dignity and grace felt decades away as your tiny little
temperaments began to attempt to soothe me into a very still silence.
"Wooing"
me and "seducing" me with such a strong touch of romantic readiness, I
knew it would never be matched or found again causing me to feel a
stroke of sadness at the single sentiment.
This dramatic
departure killed any interest that might have supported the abortive
sorrows and short winded elation’s of men, but instead the idea of a
possibly new tasseled dream, sparked me into a shimmering prism bouncing
glittering, glimmering, glowing rays off my skin, as I put the shine in
the sun.