The Music MakerA Poem by Susannah Raewatching close friends succumb to drugs and addictionHe stoops in his corner
tucked between bead board and machine,
hunched, huddled over turntables.
He whispers dissonance into the atmosphere
A lit cigarette, perilously perched
between his lips, so loosely,
I worry I will have to watch it fall,
sparking fire rains down
onto his vinyl will it burn the record
beyond repair?
It doesn’t. He drags deeply, changing tempo,
reality stretching out, drawling with the beat,
like driving out from under the bridge
into a night full of silence and deftly falling snow.
The Music Maker’s hair sticks up straggled tufts,
like he stuck his finger into a socket -
Electrified.
I ask him, and he absently fingers the mop,
shrugs; he slept outside last night. He thinks.
His melody rambles and rolls onward
slow. sweet. reminiscent; a lone crow riding the wind
His shoes are half a size too big, his legs
belong to a newborn fawn. Riddled with
bites and scars, working against
gravity.
unsteady in their duty of holding The Music Maker at his post.
Those heavy-lidded eyes, vacant " tumble
into hazel nothingness because eyes are
so. much. prettier without pupils.
scabs - scratches adorn his cheeks; War Paint
the rivers trailing the insides of his arms -
a map of where he has been but,
it will lead you nowhere new;
Mark the topography of his broken soul.
Shiver - brace myself against the wind threatening
to sweep us all away;
The Music. The Maker. and me,
the candle stick vigil fore-saker.
I want to call out to him, a warning,
(don’t go) but my thick cotton tongue lolls useless,
Death Valley behind my lips, and I say nothing.
The Music Maker’s chin rolls down, touches his chest while the last notes of his song dwindle to hang
suspended in resonance where no one pays attention to it.
© 2013 Susannah Rae |
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