A Diary of A W***e

An idea in process

I can't decide what should I do. Should I get out while it's still early on, should I stay? Do I love it secretly? Do I crave it? Does it run too deep to get it out of my system anymore? These questions just confirm that I'm too in deep perhaps. That I question it at all. That I can't just quit. That I need a reason. And the reasons aren't good enough even when I have them.

It all feels oh so good. When it's right. When it isn't it still feels right. Feels like it's well deserved. And I do love a good punishment.

Reviews

[Samuel Dickens]

I'm telling on myself, now, but I "knew" quite a few ladies of the evening while visiting far away ports in the Navy. Many others may not have felt like me, but I never looked upon them with disdain or had any ill feelings. They were doing what they could to earn a living, often in desperate circumstances, and still had value in my eyes. They still could be loved. Your short few words, outstandingly written, give special insight into what one might think.

[Stella Stone]

In this case it's more important to love yourself maybe. I wouldn't really know. I'm just really good at empathizing. Thank you for reading and commenting.

[Willard Wells]

Very powerful stuff. The addiction can take many forms when it elevates your pleasure zone. Every addiction finds the path of least resistance to feed our drug starved brains. Breaking the cycle of any addiction is very hard and I fail in my own way often. Nice piece. Thanks for sharing.

[Stella Stone]

Thank you for reading and commenting.