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I fear that I know no words to explain the vendetta between my heart and mind but nothing has been created through the spaces in between us.
How should you see me so valid in our lives? 
I've loved to feel nothing but air from the heavens.
You showed me beauty and I cherished it with my eyes.
I hear your name to so that the sounds of everything become the safe of my mind.
Lock me away and please, don't find me. I cannot bear the pain you feel from my hands.
I know not the things that help your face stretch and shine through euphoria.
Help me know.
Help me see the things I lack because for you, I am everything.
However, that is a one sided discussion.

My acts are rusty and I may need a fixation.
Remember when the sky was blue and the leaves were green?
Remeber when everything fell to the earth? 
I do because it was me. I falter to forget the things I could never recall.

I cannot fulfill your needs so please, let me go.
I have tried and I have failed you so allow this punishment to cease this harm.
Remind me of the things that mattered and help me to feel nothing again.
Love has become my burden that I accepted but refused to give up.
I give in to give in to destroy into chaos.

Because we know  to be whole, we know to break
and sweetheart, we are broken.

Help me know you, Help me know me
and I will forget everything so that you may remember the past before me.
Because life was a rose and I am your thorn.
I pierce to prevent but my martyr fears nothing.

The tears have given up on me
because you scream that this is messed up.
We are messed up and no one will clean us.
We stay a mess to prevent becoming a disaster.
The more you build, the harder you crash
and for you sir, we have failed at nothing.

Steal my fears and wash them down our drain
Let me sink away everything we fought
It feels better knowing we could die in this place
and never have the chance to settle these disputes.
They hurt to voice but kill to keep away from.

Our solution? Letting go and fear nothing but fate itself.