Where Do I Fit In This World?

As I look at this world

I try to see

Where I fit in

Labeled evil and wicked by some

I sometimes wonder

If maybe I am

Do I choose to listen to those foolish words

Or do what I can 

To prove them wrong

I contemplate 

Just how pure

And sincere

My heart really is

Wondering if there is 

Once ounce of decency

Inside this heart

I feel so dark

And twisted

As if I deserve 

To burn in hell

I choke on the words of others

Desperate to find a shred

Of decency inside this heart

All I'm left with

Is a stone-cold heart

Please tell me

That my heart is good

It may not be pure

But at least it is good

And has true intentions

Please say that I

Do not have a wicked heart

I long to show the world

My good intentions

I ask again

If it's happiness I seek

Or am I just seeking attention

Running off at the mouth

As I rant and rave 

About the injustices done to me

How can I let go

And show forgiveness

To those who have wronged me

How can I find the peace

To live a life of beauty

For peace is what I truly seek

Just to find the forgiveness 

I long to give

If only others would just believe

That I am truly sorry

For the mistakes I've made

And to be forgiven for the wrong I've caused

I admit I was wrong

Let's have a new beginning

To be friends again

And to be free and at peace once again

Reviews

[Ruth]

Peace, tangible and yet such a hazy dream at times...life is hard to decipher sometimes...

[A Soap Mess Stories]

Thank you Poppy Silver