As I Reflect on My Life....

As I look back on the last three years

And wonder why you aren't here

I ask myself why?

I've waited for your promises

For you to keep

And I wonder why 

It is so hard

For you to keep just one

I wonder if you

Really loved me

Like you say you do

I can't help but wonder

If you truly cared for me

With everything that has happened

Trusting you to be here

And failing every time

I wonder if you truly wanted 

To be with me

If you really wanted a life with me

I haven't heard from you for a week

And can't shake the feeling

That you've left me

When I need you most

Should I give up on you

Like I fear you've given up on me?

All I ever wanted was you

And I fear I've lost you

You tell me that all is okay

But all I've gotten 

From you is 

Silence

For a week

Silence

No emails

To keep me from losing hope

To tell me that you 

Still love me

Still want me

Still care

But I hear nothing from you

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[Ruth]

Painful thing to experience...I hope this works out for the best...powerful emotions here xo

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