Emotional Rollercoaster

What do you do
When you've been riding
An emotional roller-coaster
For most of your adult life
First, my fifteen-year marriage
Ups and downs
Ups and downs
Ups and downs
I thought it would end
When my marriage ended
But my ex made sure
I still rode that roller-coaster
Of harassment and accusations
Him and his mother
And he brought in the new wife
To throw in the threats
I thought I found someone new
Someone who would take me away
From this emotional roller-coaster
But somehow
It still continues
Promises promises promises
Not being kept
Waiting for him to be here
I don't know how much I can take
I just want to give up
Take my  own life
Nobody seems to care
This emotional roller-coaster
I've been riding
For most of my adult life
Is it because of the decisions I've made?
Have I trusted the wrong people?
I'm so tired of trusting
And getting my heart broke
My promises not being kept
Just take my life
Because I can't take any more

Reviews

[RONGORONGO::^/JEUSSEN/F..]

Dear lady, you are a mother and have children. Life is too short to wait around for someone that doesn't seem to love you. Take everything you have, your dreams, which is your future, and your future, which is your dreams, and give yourself and someone that deserves it because THEY LOVE YOU AND NO ONE ELSE, the best life you could ever imagine!
NO ONE IS WOTH KILLING YOURSELF OVER! ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FUTURE IS GRAND, BUT EVEN MORE SO, BECAUSE YOU HAVE CHILDREN THAT LOVE YOU AND NEED YOU HERE.