My soul mate

At one point i was with someone i love so very much, maybe one day we will be together if not.,..i know someone will love yu like i do.

I never would thought i would meet him there,
heart so broken, i could not care.
Met you in my living room , yours eye so deep
I was so consumed. The night moved on,
I learned so quick, that something would grow out of this,
I took a jump into ice water, my heart still broken
i didnt even bother.

Distance i left between us too, you drove to see me,
such a sweet fool, You made my heart skip with joy
never had i thought i would fill this void,
back at home, in your arms, your family could cause no such harm.

Weeks went by,we fell so fast.
Our lives consumed, i couldnt look back,
You made me smile with such ease, your sweet kiss enchanted me.
You as well, were consumed in me, I was your only fantasy,
red roses so sweet, gifts so pure,
You were my life, I would not conquer

I left you behind, i wish i hadnt,
Or at least waited to meet this heaven,
it broke your heart, im so sorry babe,
I missed you so much, my love is not vain,
I returned to you with broken arms,
I guess i did so much harm....
cause you left me soon, even with love
you needed to go, find yourself.

I wish I could help you find,
your path of life, cause you were mine,
and I cant express my love for you,
cause I know you dont share these feelings to,
but I want you to see, that i swear you made for me.
And your sweet smile and strong embrace,
could honestly never be replaced,
and days go by, months disapear, and i still wish you were still here.

I hope your happy, and satisfied,
that you find a love, as great as mine,
cause you know my dear, and so do i,
that the love you had, was so divine.

But i must let go,
one way or another, i cant hold on
were just not together,
My final words, this horrible goodbye
i promise, ill try not to cry.

I love you so much, you sweet young man,
you everything  i could asked for again,
your strong sweet smile, the one you havem
that glimmer in your eyes, you have alwayds had,
the nights we woke, holding eachother,
the day we drove, screaming together,
times we had cannot be forgotten
your onion soup, cute little obession.

I know to you it may seem weird,
9 months and im saying this here,
I love you so much, and i do cry.
but I guess I have to say good bye,

So good bye dear
good bye sweet dream
good bye my soul mate
good bye.....