pawn

really longg :

i was used

like a pawn in your game

a game that made me feel abused

but it seems i am the one to blame

blame me

for being too lovesick to realize

realize what others see

others see that you only wanted the prize

that you didnt really want me

blame me

for falling so deep into your lies

your lies that made a sea

a sea wearing a loving disguise

just keep blaming me

blame me

for being ignorant enough to believe

to believe that the disguise was real

that belief was niave

enough to make my heart unpeal

suddenly i think

the fault isnt all mine

my eyes blink

and the fault masks you like twine

blame you

put all the fault on your shoulders

the fault for everything you put me through

everything that made me molder

blame you

for making me try

try something new 

something that made my heart cry

just keep blaming you

blame you

for making me fall so deep

deep enough to not have a clue

and taking a leap

a leap right into you

so put me back in the box with the rest

the rest of your pawns

to your game

a game where you are the best

because you, as a pawn,

has not yet been drawn

Author's Note

ignore grammar, all that jazz

Reviews

[iamkim]

wow! i enjoyed reading this piece :) well-written and so nice to read. thumps up!

PS: do you mean naive in the fourth line of the fourth paragraph? it's not a grammatical error I'm looking at, i think you misspelled the word or you haven't notice you have pressed the wrong letters on your keyboard.