DesensitizingA Poem by AMetaphoricalSoul
I’ve been thinking a lot and I’ve been here before
Caring too much, feeling too strongly, opening myself up to be hurt Pain being felt on a different level until it reaches a threshold A breaking point that forces a change in me Attempting to take it all in stride and make me stronger But my mind fights a battle that it always seems to win Desensitizing me until I feel nothing at all The anguish too much to process so I disengage from my heart Caring too little, feeling too faintly, closing myself off completely Giving up joy to feel no sorrow, anger traded for indifference Controlled by apathy, I swiftly become detached Dissociating from my emotions and losing myself to numbing thoughts Those dying feelings being reduced to a faded memory Falling into a familiar pattern of mindless, lethargic progress Chasing after empty accomplishments to distract from monotony My self-worth manifested by my will to be alone Relying on nothing but what is in my head © 2019 AMetaphoricalSoul |
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