A New Love

A feeling that hasn't been felt in a long time,

Feelings of wanting you to be mine.

Tired of playing the same old games,

Not wanting or needing any new names.

I don't care about anyone else,

I will put you up on a shelf.

One that puts you before all except one,

That being my son.

You mean more to me than you will ever know,

I have been so careful to not let my true feelings show.

Not until I am sure of how you feel,

Then I will let you know my feelings are real.

I would go to the ends of the Earth for you,

I will always be true.

I would never risk losing what we would share,

Because for you I so deeply care.

Not wanting our fairy tale to end,

Wishing it could be frozen in time and preserved.

Kept safe from all those who dare challenge it.

For they would lose in the end,

Because what is shared would be solid to the core.

After one challenge they would challenge no more.

Knowing it would be a battle they cannot win.

Trying to come between us would be a sin.

We would be meant for each other,

Never wanting or needing another.

Standing strong together,

A love lasting forever.

Surround by a beautiful family brought together by our love,

Held together and added upon thanks to our passion.

Feelings I cannot yet let out,

When I really want to scream and shout.

To let the world know just how I feel,

But first needing to know it's real.

Not wanting to risk heartbreak again.

Knowing I would not survive it.

Just needing to be loved in return.

Being far apart would not change these feelings.

They are just going to continue to grow.

I only want you to know.

No matter where this or we go,

I will never regret anything we had.

Though if it ends it will make me sad.

Regret is not a word to be said with your name.

Because never could I feel that way.

You have given me more than you know,

Just please let your true feelings show.

Tell me how you really feel,

And if you truly want this to be real.

All the things I have ever told you are true.

Love, kids, marriage and being faithful to you,

Every word I meant and still mean with all my heart.

Just let me know how you feel,

So I know if this is real.

Let me know...