Best friend

What goes wrong?

Why does it happen?

I've lost so many friends

had so many best friends

but they all left me in the end

then there must be something

the matter with me

Did I hurt them somehow?

I hate myself if I did

my friendship must be worth nothing

thrown away like a dirty old rag

I  thought finally I can keep my friends

but then I find myself in despair again

asking God what's wrong with me?

Why can't I hold on to them?

and it forces me to fear

that in time

the rest of my friends will realize

the same thing my past ones did

and what makes it even worst is

I have no idea what I have done

yet in my lifetime my friendship

has been thrown away so many times

abused and abandoned

How can I mean so little?

How many time can I take it

before I give up on friendship

completley

Reviews

[SunShine Meadows]

aw..sad. but friends come and go. just know i wont leave :)