broken wings

love hurts

broken wings

so you adore me

do you still love me

the way you see colors

or breath in the cold, dark evening air

go on no more this cant

for what you felt for me 

had faded,like colorless fog

never to be seen again

never,ever,to be loved again

oh how amazing or time was

making me feel like like itll have no end

with no bottomless ocean to drown in

or a dark,endless oblivion to fear

hen life came,and slapped me across the face

gripped my hair and shock it

awoke me from this fascinating dream

how stupid of me,to think ill have no end

love u still I do

after all the cold phrases you spat at my chest,

the endless stares that froze me still, 

and the silence,that pierced me through the heart

must I really be a masochist 

for adoring you still?

yearning for that one kiss

that never appeared,and never will

and now,I live no more

no more purpose to breath

for loving you dear

was my only reason to live

now go on,forget about me

for lethargy has consumed me

imprisoning me in this wretched cells

dark,somber,wretched cells of torpor

I adore you still

but you dont yearn 

so let my frozen body freeze

and my broken heart break,

and my frozen body freeze

for this love has brought me pain

making me depressed

giving me wings

that could never take flight

now leave,walk,run!

before i take your life

instead of my very own

-Sergio  11/5/14

Author's Note

first poem here