The Final SliceA Chapter by spenceBilly is preparing to accept life without his father when he is interrupted by the swansong of dawn.Billy sauntered sombrely at the edge of the morning sun glinted river, his brow furrowed in serious thought. A half emptied bag of stale sliced bread swung from his left hand, crumbled segments of a single slice in the right, which he threw to the flock of swans, ducks and guinea fowl that swam parallel to the slight incline of the embankment. The boy’s heart was heavy with the burden of loss and this was reflected in his stooping gait and pained expression. This was the place that he and his father would often come to walk and talk about private matters. This was their special place. Flashes of memory mimicked the dancing flicker of early day that shone through the leafy boughs on the opposite side of the river and blended with images of all that was real and everything that might have been. Each slice of bread was symbolic of a shattered dream and Billy systematically tore his hopes apart then scattered the pieces to the eager followers. His father was missing in action; presumed dead and he was struggling to find any hope that the army were wrong. ‘He’s gone,’ he repeated with each motion; feeling a worsening shiver of breathe fill up his body each time. Tears spilled forth unaccompanied by sound and he remembered the time his father told him that this was the soundless weeping of true grief. Billy couldn’t recall exactly why this had been shared with him, but thought it must have been for a good reason. ‘He’s gone.’ Billy spluttered out a sudden torrent of emotion and saw the world blur beneath the wetness of his sorrow. ‘Oh my God, he’s gone,’ he whimpered pitifully. He came to a halt and half crouched; his hands grasping his thighs for support as he wept. A number of the more brazen ducks clambered onto dry land intending to approach and inspect the bag that span about at Billy’s calf. They were thwarted however, when the teenager stood suddenly and sent them quacking and waddling back to their former aquatic location. Billy sniffed hard and then breathed with rhythmical purpose in regaining his composure. Billy pulled the bag to his waist and plunged a hand inside to claim another slice of bread. He held the bag between the grip of his fingers and palm and tore the bread to strips, without so much as looking, and began to skim it sideways to the floating flock. A gaggle of noise announced a rivalry over dampened crumbs and Billy quickly tore up more to abate the ensuing scramble for sustenance, ‘It’s almost gone,’ he said to the flock as all but the last piece diminished to soggy billed oblivion. He pulled out the final slice and held it up to his saddened eyes, ‘I suppose this is it; the end of my dreams,’ he said and made to tear it up. ‘I wouldn’t do that if I were you,’ a strangely strangulated female voice told him. Billy quickly turned to the source of the voice; the river on which the birds had eagerly swam beside him only a moment before, and saw that the surface of the water was deserted save for one distinctly unusual creature. Where the guinea fowl, ducks and swans had fought over the bits of bread there was now only a single gigantic swan. Its plumage was a deep orange colour and its beak bright red. Billy was greatly confused by the sudden appearance of the bird and asked, ‘Did you just speak to me?’ The swan craned its neck and opened its crimson bill to say, ‘Yes, of course it was me. You shouldn’t tear up your dreams quite so easily.’ The boy stumbled backwards at the confirmation and landed onto the damp dewy grass below. He still clutched the slice of bread as he stuttered disbelievingly, ‘Who… what… what are you?’ The orange swan glided gently toward where Billy had fallen, its beak perched to an almost smile. ‘I am the swansong of the dawn and I have come to bring you to the Gateway,’ she said. ‘What Gateway?’ Billy asked as he tried to scramble back to his feet and escape, ‘what do you mean? What’s going on?’ The swan opened her wings and leapt from the water, revealing red legs and feet as she landed on the ground near to Billy. ‘I mean you no harm Billy. Your father needs you,’ she said, the squawking tone of her voice softening to an almost human quality. On hearing this Billy stopped struggling to gain purchase on the slippery ground and looked up to the swan with sheer determination. ‘My Dad? Where is he? Tell me where he is,’ he demanded to know. ‘I cannot tell you in a way that you would understand Billy. All I can tell you is that he is trapped in the darkness of another world- a darkness that now threatens your world.’ Billy looked on in amazement as the bird continued to tell him all that she could. ‘The answer to your questions will be answered if you come with me to the Gateway. I cannot help you otherwise.’ Billy jumped to his feet to stand several inches lower than the swan. ‘I’ll come, just take me to him.’ The swan lowered her head until she looked into the boy’s eyes, ‘First you must give me the final slice as payment for your passage and so that your dreams can be preserved.’ Billy held the slice of stale bread out to the swan who consumed it in one hungry gulp. ‘That’s better!’ she said joyously, ‘now climb onto my back and I will take you to the Gateway.’ Billy climbed tentatively onto the creatures back and clung tightly as she moved back to the water. The swansong of dawn glided gracefully across the water and then plunged below the surface, taking Billy from his earthbound dream to a world of dreams and imaginings. © 2010 spenceAuthor's Note
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Added on November 8, 2010 Last Updated on November 8, 2010 AuthorspenceGrimsby, United KingdomAboutJust returning to WritersCafe after a couple of years in the wilderness of life. I'm a 40 year old (until December 2013, at least) father of two, former youth and community worker, sometime socio-pol.. more..Writing
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