Still Wondering Where it Will End

is she right?

putting the truth out there

will make this

guild disapear?

can she tell

that the guilt is pouring

from my skin

like blood?

sticky like melted

coke.

raw like

my heart?

Can she smell

the truth dying to get out?

can she tasted my lies

when i talk?

i feel shame choaking me again.

hard to swallow.

i cant breath.

i cant think.

i dont understand

why i thought i must do it

though it was wrong?

i knew that i shouldnt have wanted

that chance,

ever.

but i took it anyway,

only to find myself

back into guilt

and fear.

can she tell

that the guilt is pouring

from my skin

like blood?

sticky like melted

coke.

raw like

my heart?