forgive me not

non caring

its been awhile since we talked

you've been so prestigious on your pedestal

but you decided to come and we walked

 

why would you say things you don't mean?

you so high and mighty in your own eyes

tell me more so i know which way to lean

 

i thought it was better i thought wrong

friendship with you is worse than dying

the reproach you send my way so strong

 

go back to your pedestal go back to being haughty

so i can move on away from you

go back to being me go back from being naughty

 

welcome me home friends and family

traded anew from real to my fantasy

you are more like a sister a brother a family

 

i feel better happier more strong than before

should i have stayed longer with you i'd be gone

looking in the past now what the heck was i waiting for?