Good Ol' Vitamin D

I am doing well,

and it feels wrong.

I opened my curtains

this morning,

and my room saw natural light

for the first time in months.

I want to know

why feeling good

makes me feel shameful,

and I want to know
why it is first-nature

to want to sit in the dark,

and I want to know

why I suddenly

am bathing before 3 o'clock.

It's probably the new

granule-filled capsules

that rattle down my throat

every morning with water.

I wish I could say

that it was me

instead of the antidepressants.