I Fell Under The Influences of Verbal Diseases

I find it hard,
to believe that,
I will ever stumble upon,
anyone that will,
truly make me happy,
because I can never tell,
if I fall in love with people,
or the words that they say,
and it scares me to death,
because I don’t want,
to fall under the influence,
of any more verbal diseases,
but I have no clue,
or desire to stop.