Brandon Andrew

wrote to my ex at the time after we broke up on New Years

my hearts been torn
with just a few words
tortured and bruised
never to be reborn
~
you brought up my past
something not even i dig up
things that shouldnt ever surface again
a past should stay the past
~
i loved you regardless of the things you did
to me and everyone else
but the second i do one thing wrong
all hell breaks loose and of this that we have hid
~
but there are ones who enjoy
the pain of others, jus like they did to me
theres things they jus dont understand
im not a little toy
~
now i sit here and cry my eyes out
never to want to relive what i did
something im not to proud of
but you trusting me is still in doubt
~
i dont know how to make you see
that ive change into something you would be proud of
but theres no way to make you believe
that i am completely a different me


12/30/07

by: Lauren Barritt