Tired of it all

Tired of it all

A Poem by Peanut

I'm tired of tryin'

I'm tired of cryin'

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect

It's something I'll never be

I hate that you push me

To live the life you did

But I want to live my life

I don't want to be your clone

Why can't I be me?

I know what I want

Why can't you let me be

To live the life I've planned out for ME

Yes you are older but things are different now

Times have changed, drastically

Just because I'm not what you think i should be

Doesn't mean I don't have a life

It's your fault my time is limited

it's your fault I never leave my room

Your the one that pushed me so far

That you pushed me away

I sit in my solitude alone

That's how it's always been

You've ruined my life

You took away my friends

You think that it's the best for me

But you can't see its ruinin' who I am

And who I strive to be

Just leave me alone

And let me be ME

I'm sorry my grades are average

And I can't score high

But if you lived one day in my shoes

Then you will know why

You say that I think I'm smarter then you

But if you only knew

In somethings yes I am smarter

But others I can never be cause you wont let me

You limit my life to just school and sports

No time for fun just school then home, then school then home

The only time I get my sleep you won't leave me be

I'm sorry my days are full and you get to sleep

Now that college is almost here

Things are getting worse

You think that I wont succeed

That I'll fail like my brother

I'm tired of tryin to prove to you that I'm better then him

You say things that he did and how I should do that

But that was his life he chose to live it that way

I don't want to be like any of you!

I just want to be ME

Why can't you let me be who I want to be

It's my life not your's

I'm stopin' this madness

And tellin' you straight forward

I'm gonna be me and you can't f****n' stop me!!!!

© 2008 Peanut


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wow. i like this one alot. it brings out all ur anger with ur parents. i feal that way alot to lol. well keep it up. i love u cuz

Posted 16 Years Ago



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Added on February 15, 2008
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Peanut
Peanut

Rachet City, LA



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hey guys and gals my name is Lauren bout my close ones call me Peanut :)...ive been writting for about 6 years now and i love it very much :)...soo i hope you enjoy my writtings and your in put is ver.. more..

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