Undefined

In hope of finding clarity.

The entirety of my world is focused on you

As everything spins and echoes in chaos

I depend of your love to get me through 

Despite the overwhelming pain and betrayal 

As the days progress and carry on

My heart withers and withers until it is gone

The crippling anxiety suffocates me

As I try to figure out what we will be

The new familiarity of you name

Has started this peculiar game

Of shouting and screaming voices in my brain

Is this why they call me insane?

You are my hope, my little girl fantasy

The one that would complete my perfect family

Maybe one day it'll work out that way

But as for now we remain astray

Author's Note

This is very different from my first poem, which style do you guys prefer?