sunken

 When I looked at you I thought of the sky, all big and blue, open and wide,

but deep inside their was a sun shining bright, flaming and red and worried with fright.

I was awake all night crying inside, the sadness inside me filled me with no delight, I was sick of the person I was at that time 

so i told them to go back back in time. 

I felt so lonely and sorry of all the fright.

They all just stared and I wanted to cry, the blocks rose up and I collapsed. 

Just help me, just help me, were the words in my mind, oh how the loser inside me shone so bright, and the tears build up in my eyes, no river run dry, could I face you again and not want to die? 

Im sorry, im sorry, a million more times, just tell me, just tell me... is it gonna turn out alright? 

Reviews

[Arpita Mondal]

You are an amazing writer. The way you express these raw and vulnerable emotions, it's beautiful. 💜