lifeless

The feeling of lifelessness. You'll understand once you interpret it the way you want to.

I see the same words on the page. Again and again. Numb. Unfair. Sick. Tired. Tears. Life.

Again and again. Every time I write something it’s the same thing.

But how can I help it if this is how I really feel.

These word are like the cycle we all live every day.

The same thing over and over again.

It shows how harsh life is.

The same words repeated each time I feel upset.

I can’t help it.

I just can’t.

It’s the same.

And there is no other way to explain it but how it is.

Things will never change.

Things won’t get better.

Only worse.

Some things I regret finding out.

Some things I want to forget.

Some things I want to-

I embrace life but all I find is cold hands wrapped around me.

The spread of goose bumps across my skin from the cold instead of the radiation of warmth.

Just empty and. Lifeless.

Lifeless.