Sucker For Pain

From Suicide Squad's new single. I added my own words to it.

"I torture you
Take my hand through the flame
I torture you
Im a slave to your games
Im just a sucker for pain
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down
Im just a sucker for pain"

Im a sucker for pain,
Its the only thing that revolves around my head.
All these eyes around are looking at me with shame.
Doctors telling me to go ahead and take these meds.

Im not about that life,
But it's the only thing that makes me feel so alive.

My best hobby is being emotional. 
Bipolar like a rollercoaster.
People will think im depressed. 
S**t keep you guessing my mental state.

Don't really know who I am.
Im a sucker for pain.

Its 4am.
Im still awake.
I look back at your name. 
It brings back the pain. 

365 days.
I plan to revisit it everyday.
That picture of you holding hands,
Cute comments being made.
The man that made you feel love again.
 I'm not that man.

I'm a sucker for pain.