Gone

Just a mess

I'm trying to write a song

But I can't

Cuz these words only make sense

In my head

I wish I could just run to you

Everything would be okay

Except it's not okay

It can't be okay

You were my best friend

My only friend

And now you're gone

I trusted you

Fell in love with you

But now you're gone

Of all the times to leave me

Why'd you have to go now?

Why'd you have to get so close,

Just to break me down?

Why'd I have to ruin it?
I pushed you away instead of pulling you in

And now you're gone

You make it hard to leave you

You say you want me to stay

But deep inside I know the truth

So I have to walk away

I'll never be around you

And not think of what you said

I'll never think about you

And not think of what we had

I'm sorry

I couldn't be myself with you

I'm so sorry

I couldn't let the real me through

And now here we are

So far apart

And never getting back

And now here we are

With all these scars

And I just want you back

But you're gone