got grandpa/coming for mommy:cancer.

every time you take a hit

i see something i can't fix.

though i try it never turn out right in the end.

i smashed it but it still appeared.

god this is my biggest fear.

all of this all over again

why me

i can't be strong.

 

Chorus:
i watched him lay in the bed skinny and dying

but now i guess you next and you're lying.

you can't quit but you don't need it.

i can't find a way out

i've forgot what you're about.

why does it keep coming for me

im trying so hard not to believe.

 

at night i lie awake thinking of a better way

to tell you im dying right along with you.

you're attitude it kills me dead

but i'd rather this than have you gone.

in the car we use to sing-a-long

and you didn't sound  half bad.

but now you just sound really sad.

 

CHORUS

 

how do i shake this fear?

of not having you here.

how can i stear my life

if you're not here to tell me whats right.

why don't you just quit tonight

please lets not fight.

 

CHORUS