I Can't Help But Miss You More

not of lovers...not of friends...but of family...

My whole world lightens up

Whenever I see your faces

Just to hear kind words

Being uttered from your mouths

They bring tears to my eyes

And I can't help but miss you more

 

It's been awhile since I've smiled like that

It's been a long time since I've laughed like that

 

Letting go of you will never be easy

Crossing you out of my life will never be easy

Forgetting about you will never be easy

 

And I don't even know where this is going

As I sit here and type

While tears fall down from my eyes

 

Out of happiness just to hear from you again

Out of sadness because I'm not with you

 

And I hope everything will be okay soon

Author's Note

Well yeah, I just got a video from my cousins and...yeah. It was simple, short, and so sweet. They're guys too ;P I love my cousins so much. I miss them...so very much... and I can say that my heart was swelling and my small smile broke out into a grin, and then bubbled into laughter...just because of them... I really am nothing without them... sometimes I believe people take what they have for granted...and there are people who have the things they want, but they don't have the things they need. And I need my cousins, yet I seem to have everything but them.