A story within lyrics

letting go of past pain

Let the blood fall down upon my skin

 

As I watch my death slowly begin

The pain in my chest

And the shakiness

I have felt it all before

Take this needle into the skin

Let the dose overflow again

Slowly i fade in the darkness

Slowly I fade again

 

I’m standing there

Frozen in time

I can't believe my teary eyes

How could you do this to me

 

I never meant

For any of this

I never meant

To make you hurt like this

I never meant to leave

You standing alone

 

Here I am

Watching them

In total disbelief

How could you leave me

 

I’m trying hard

To make it back

But I think that breath was my last

I’m sorry that i left

Left you like this

 

They say you’re gone

But you’re in my mind

They say it was

Your time

But you’re still haunting me

Yeah you’re still haunting me

 

Little girl don’t you see

I was never what you need

It’s time for you to move on

From a life so wrong.......

 

As time goes on and start to move on the past is a blur but as you were, here i am alone again but this time I am ok shall we go on with a new story of a new day.........

 

Walking in the shadows

Watching every move

I see how much you've grown

I'm so proud of you

 

I wonder if your even there

If you’re still with me

I stop the addiction

I wonder if you can see

 

My dear child you don't see

That IM watching happily

That you have not turn out like me

 

I look up to look for you

But no longer do I cling to you

I feel my life become my own

I wonder if you see I’ve grown

 

I watch over you every day

And I’m more than happy to say

Your exactly who you should be

If only you could see

 

..................................................

As the years go on the bad starts to fade i begin to see who i am in every way........

 

I am free from the pain

I have found my own way

I know you watch over me

But mom its ok I believe in me......

 

I knew you would

My sweet loving girl

And one day you

Will show the whole world

 

The end