ShaDed

A Poem by D.

Love was beautiful
Live was beautiful
Before i let her go
Before i let it go

Now I'm half alive
With no strings attached to life
Walking the path all alone
And my heart as cold as ice

Trying to have mercy on me
Trying to move on ;
to forget her

Every time my brain is telling
My heart to hate her
To close the chapter
And never to open it again

Thought i couldn't be hurt
Thought i'll not get connected to someone
Nothing was like the feeling
Even the moonlight seems shinning low now
Even the dawn seems dark now

My heart craving for her
Praying to see her
Desiring only pain in life
Every feeling is empty now

Everything having snatched from me
Hope keeping me living
Not knowing ,where the path is leading me
Where my beliefs are taking me
The burdened heart taking steps
slowly
Trying to free me from myself

But i can't help myself
Hurting me everytime when i think about her
Thinking Why I let her go

All alone living in vain