Blunt Knife

I don't know what i'm going to do with this. Just read it and then do your thing please.

I imagined a crimson sea around me while I sit on the bathroom floor. Image.. how could I get my imagination to be real? Main objection: see my life's blood spill around me in a glorious mocking embrace. Too many options and only one way to die...

Running into a car.. plausible.. it would do what I wanted. But I would not be able to cope if someone else got into my mess because I was rushing..

Fire? I could set it myself, but it would hurt a lot.. and I'm not really in the mood to have more pain. Too much planning anyway.

So what does that leave me with? Doing my own dirty work?

Very well. A slice across the wrist should do it.

Blood so red
Hoping to be dead.
Facing the mystery of life.

Put shame to waste
As you make that final slice
My own copper taste
My last roll of the dice.

Take a breath
Let it out slow
Make your way
To your final role

Living, Breathing,
Relishing life.
See it leaving
A cut of the knife

I blink into the coming darkness, numb and obliging. My darkness. No more emotions; sadness, hate, love to break your heart. Then... I feel a glowing warmth. It compels me to open my mind, my heart, my body. I settle on opening my eyes. And I see light....

"Jordan! I'm done playing your stupid kiddy games!"
A giggle was heard throughout the courtyard and a smile came across Julio's face.
"Come on little girl. Your Husband is going to be here in 30 minutes and you don't want to be wearing dirt when you meet him for the first time."
The clicking of shoes can be heard as a little dark brown curly haired, eyes the color of winter ice, and skin the color of the snow that has fallen and as innocent as any, 5 year-old girl comes walking up to the boy.
"But Julio.. I don't wanna marry, can't i just stay here and play?"
"I'm sorry, love. But you can't. Now. Give me your hand and we'll get you in a dress, one that will, with any luck, stay clean."
A side glance from Julio arises a blush and shy smile from the little girl, as she mumbles her ascent and gives him her hand, allowing him to lead her into the manor.

© 2010 Rain Kissed Secret

Author's Note

Lets see what everyone thinks, shall we? (It's been a long time, and I want to tell you guys I was trying to perfect my writing, and I finally did it. But I didn't. I was trying to get everything balanced. And I found this one a few days ago that I wrote in my Dark Days. Lets see if you can relate to them shall we? ^-^ have fun my lovely's)