talking to a friend

  I'm glad I'm leaving I'm ignored and annoying they just look down and say nothing when I talk to them I feel so invisible am I fading? This world feels like its spinning faster and I cant catch my breath anymore I'm constantly chasing after time. when things go wrong I go back to that place of fear that little girl that couldn't protect herself and didn't have any friends just leave already the longer you stay the harder it is for me to let go the saddest realization I've ever had is most people are just like everybody else because kindness is a weakness today but don't lose it just save it for the right people most of all be kind to yourself because if you destroy your self your destroying the things around you my mom always said if you throw a rock into a pond there's ripples I say this but I still understand giving into that darkness sometimes there's no time to catch yourself just remember your strong enough to get out of it I wish I could take my own advice but you cant get out of the dark if you think u deserve it. 

Author's Note

hi i know my grammar sucks