Your dream

How we tend to forget our own dreams and soaking up into fulfilling others

What do you really want from life? Why do we keep moving in the opposite direction of our dreams? Is it because we don’t really believe in ourselves? Or is it loosing the main purpose of why we are here from the very beginning?

Years back, I had this dream, I so supposed in. I worked myself so hard for. I pictured a different future with changes not only to myself, but maybe to many other women out there. The power I had in my pen, was like the magic wand a lot lack to have. Having the ability to express, to fire out all the drowned feelings of those women, was something really worth the hard work. Then by days past, I was hooked up in life. I was busy fulfilling other people's dreams instead. I was soaked with all the incidents and actions surrounding my path. I forgot that I am still me no matter how much I gave for others. Even though, from moment or so, if I tried to get back on track, something would come up and open the gap. It could be the circumstances or perhaps it's our own hook which is better to hang on our failure.

Many as me are going through the same thing. We nail ourselves to the episodes happening and choosing to let go. We dig deep all the hopes and dreams into our family, friends, actually everybody else. We tend to convince ourselves that having our dearest to achieve his own, is just like achieving ours.

Years go by and we get choked by the idea. It is true; we are not able to play that role anymore. As much as we want it for the people we love, we do need to go back to the very first point, us. Not being capable to do anything to our dreams will never create the balance within us. The gap will stay there in the darkness, waiting. Dreams turn into nightmares and the people we most love become our freaking monster that should be eliminated. Words might be harsh, but denying what is going inside our conscious is even harsher. The easier we admit this to ourselves, try to figure out a way, the easier we will push away those nightmares.

So, here it is. Fulfilling other people's dreams is a great cause, which doesn’t need to involve letting away yours. All you need to do; is to figure out the mean. Balancing between theirs and yours, is what you need to work on. Dedicate the time needed for both to happen. With some organization from your side and understanding from theirs, you will be able to work something out. Believe that you were born for great purpose in life. God hasn’t just made you to serve people. The justice of His almighty includes you too. Working on yourself, will eventually support in helping the people around you. See it as a circle that needs to be connected in order to work and roll over. At the end, with patience, deciding on your goals, harmonizing everything together, you will fit in this great of plan of God on Earth.