Neon Heart

In the begging we were open skies neon hearts
But time passed us by now I'm sitting on the edge of a dark hole
I cant see the ground but I can taste the bottle and it all runs cold
I came with roses in my hand
You put a gun to my side
You pulled the trigger
I almost died
I don't know what's worse the damage you cause or that I still believe it might be all my fault
Was I too narcissistic to see demise
Was I to dumb to realize I made my self the victim of this role
Or was I to dumb to realize you were a wolf
I still miss you but I can't bear to see you
Can someone tell me am I angel or a devil in disguise
What happened to my beautiful neon heart
My soul withers by and I can't seem to realize who is at fault.
Been told all my life and I can't seem to decide on my own
Did I read you wrong or is this sickness all yours
What has become of us
Life has a way of scattering lonely hearts
Running them over leaving us in the dark
Let's burry these pieces
Don't ever come back
I don't want you let's leave it at that
I'll tale the memories we will part ways
In the end we were never meant to be
All it cost me was my neon heart